Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Today is one of those days where I feel as if no one can relate to me. Today I feel alone. I should be more excited about life in general. Maybe it's the weather. Maybe it's just me. Maybe it's everyone around me. I don't really know, but today is just one of those days. I should be more excited about Valentine's Day (which is tomorrow). I should be excited about having my own apartment (with Drew) this weekend. I should be excited that my best friend is coming this weekend. Quite frankly, I am just not excited about anything... I need to get out of this slump. It's not productive, it's not attractive, and it makes me feel so icky. I need some inspiration. I need something to "bring me back to life." Maybe some sunshine? Maybe a new hobby? Who knows... I just need something. I'm not sure what it is yet, but I hope I find it.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

What can I say? The last few days have been crazy & I haven't had time to blog. We've been preparing to move into the new apartment, I've had tons of studying to do, and to top it all, I'm sick. It's been very very busy in my life the last few days. However, sitting here, I'm getting to reflect on the last few days and see just how blessed I am. I have a wonderful family, friends, and boyfriend. I always have to keep that at the front of my mind. I definitely can't wait to get better though. I shouldn't feel so icky so soon to move in day. Definitely say a prayer for me tonight. This week will be one of the most stressful weeks I'll have for awhile. It'll all be worth it this weekend when I'm blogging from my new home. I just need to relax. I'm going to do just that. I'm going to eat my applesauce (because that's all I can attempt swallowing with this sore throat) and listen to music and relax.

Much love,
Jovi Synco