Tuesday, September 10, 2013

September 10, 2013

    They say life is what we make it, but I'm not sure that is completely true. I don't think my actions have completely put me where I am right now. I have a new life at a new school, but it's like I can't leave my old life behind. I wish I would've moved with a completely clean slate and left it all behind. I can't change that, but I know now what I shouldn't do.
      Love is also a big issue. When most people go through a break up, they are bitter and spout off things like, "I don't believe in love" or other horrible things about the person they cared so much about. Being bitter seems like it could be easier at this time, but I know that I will regret it. I'll never hate him, I'll never be horrible about it. I just have to grieve now & move on soon. Life goes on and it gets better. 
       I believe in blessings. I know that whatever hardships are thrown my way are not too much for me to handle. I know that everything happens for a reason. I know that this time in my life isn't too much for me and this is all a blessing in disguise. 
       For the time, I'm going to count my blessings & believe that I'm in God's hands. Things will get better. I really should start blogging more.